My headache feels like a stabbing knife,
reaching out for pain.
My bloodstream is aching in my vein.
I feel my eyelids are hurting causing there constant closing..
Eyelashes falling out,
from their battle of the poisoned tears;
they’re sadly losing..
My knuckles are bruised from the fight,
I feel my cold water slowly disappearing out off my body tonight..
When is this over?
My never-lasting nightmare about clinging to a hard unbroken wall
with my bleeding tears..
Are they still going on, ; my doubts, after all these horrible years?
Doubting mind lost on a dangerous road.
Voices shouting inside my head:
“Take a chance between the traffic lights: green or red?”
My mind takes the the dangerous chance instead..
Waking up on a shattered floor,
broken glass stinging on the door of my heart.
I feel this world is falling apart..
So now i’m living my hallucinations again and again.
In fear of my own death..