Do not be chilly,
do not be black.
Do not beat in axienty,
do not be a heart attack.
Do not be like a rending in silence,
Do not be like a stabbing knife in all of her violence..
Do not be like a life you just blew.
Do not be like a heart aching loss,
the victim’s perfect live can’t renew.
Do not be like one of the millions of tears,
streaming and transformative in blood;
going through the chambers of my hurt heart.
All of this causes my body to be broken by one of her past bears..
Please do not be dead,
Please do not be the cause of the endless of red circling:
my puffed and bloodshot eyes. ..
please do not be the acerbity of the world and her lies.
Please be a hope of a new world than can never be shed.
Please be a hope of a new healed human body that can never be shed..