I’m in a deep afflict
While I’m waiting for my tears to shed.
I’m sitting on my bedside,
I feel the blood in my eyes,
no comfort cant take away that fright..
No ligature to heal the knife causing wounds.
So I lie here in the thorns,
no explanation for my broken lips to say,
I just lie here crying on the bathroom floor;
Forever and always, surely today.
I just lie here on a place where I always thought I’d be myself
but now my positive mind has lost herself..
I know, no kind of painkiller or medicine can help me to a better time,
I just had to prepare myself earlier for when you just leaved my life;
Just like an unexplained crime…