I Know So Well

I know so well,

 it’s so hard to forgot this pain.

I know so well,

it’s so hard to eat my dinner alone again.

I know so well,

  The reason why I’m still staring at your empty chair.

I know so well,

It isn’t fair to live this life without you.

– It’s hard to be on my own.

 I know so well,

it’s your name carved in your thombstone.

.

Your memories are just like old roman ruins,

Broken and shattered,

Damaged and torn apart.

– Still there’s plenty of history from you that stays within my heart.

.

I know so well,

it’s terrible being alone at night in this gigantic house.

I know so well, 

I still have one of your trousers left in my drawer.

I know so well,

the reason why I’m looking at our wedding pictures.

I just love to see you smile and the way you laugh,

I just love the way you exactly knew how to make me feel loved.

I think about your sweet sounding voice that brakes through the thorns surrouding your grave.

It’s too late..

I curse and I cry.

I die inside.

– I know so well,

the reason why,

It’s because you died.

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