We All Pray To God

We all pray to God, hoping for some miracle to stop this loss. We all pray to God, hoping for a sign to cure this wounded world. We all pray to God, hoping for some strength for our weakened souls. We all pray to God, hoping our tears are going to dry. We all pray

Thanksgiving

It’s dark in my living room, it’s way past noon. The dishwasher is whining in the background, The only sound I hear is the sound of the tears I’m crying.   I have nothing to eat, There’s no turkey steaming on a plate, The loneliness is lurking within me.   Why should I be thankful

Where Am I?

My wheelchair stands in the corner of the room, next to the door. Dreadful paintings are hanging on the wall, there’s a musty carpet lying on the floor. . Where am I? Can somebody tell me which day it is today? Can somebody call my parents? (I miss them every day) . I’m sitting on

The Roses At Your Grave Are Dead

The roses at your grave are dead.   Tonight I tried to call you but I know you won’t pick up the phone anymore. It’s so painful to kneel down into the pebble stones, my knees are shattered and I feel so alone.   The roses at your grave are dead.   I can’t bear

Ocober 1st. {Route 91, Harvest Festival 2017}

I wish you were here with me, in this big house. Since you’ve been gone, home doesn’t feel like home at all. I walk through the dark hall to your bedroom. Your bedroom is empty and when I walk into it, it feels horrible. You’re not here anymore, and I try to hold in my

I Can’t Sleep Tonight

I can’t sleep tonight, it’s your face flashing right before my eyes. So I grab my car keys and I drive to the place where you rest. The roses are already dead and gone; The ones I placed by your thombstone weeks ago. The tears of blood I cried that night are spilling your grave

Did I really loved you, 2017?

I look back, I look back at you, 2017. Have I seen something different than you are, 2017? Have you left me in the cold, 2017? Did you make me mourn, 2017? Did you make me get frustrated at this world, 2017? Did I really loved you, 2017? I look back, I look back at

Why Do We Lose People?

Dear God, why do we lose the ones that are innocent and right? Dear God, why do we have to say goodbye? Dear God, why is it that I can’t sleep tonight? Dear God, why do I have to live in sorrow? Dear God, why do I worry about tommorow? Dear God, why do I

A Young Woman With The Dark Green Raincoat

A young woman wearing a dark green raincoat, was the girl cycling during the beginning of the night. A young woman wearing a dark green raincoat, is the girl we were and still are crying about tonight. A young woman wearing a dark green raincoat, was the girl that took a silly picture in the

I Know So Well

I know so well,  it’s so hard to forgot this pain. I know so well, it’s so hard to eat my dinner alone again. I know so well,   The reason why I’m still staring at your empty chair. I know so well, It isn’t fair to live this life without you. – It’s hard